lost a friend a few days ago, he had an enlarged heart. i guess it’s kinda ironic to say, since his metaphorical heart was much bigger. he was a nice kid, i’ll miss him more than he’ll ever know. it’s hard for me to write on this subject, which is sad, since it’s all i want to do. i just wanna write some shitty prose, but i can barely even spit these words out right now.